Saturday, July 6, 2024

Friendships should be cherished. They should last a long time.

 

Unfortunately, many do not. However, there may be a time when you and that special person become . . .

 

 

Friends Forever

 

     Sixty-six years ago, as the sun shined through the living room window of Sally’s house on a beautiful California morning, Sally and Greta lay on the carpet staring at the ceiling. Two thirteen-year-old teenagers enjoyed life and the pleasure of each other’s company.

     “He’s cute.” Sally murmured.

     “Who’s he?” Greta asked.

     “Robert,” Sally replied with a lilt in her voice.

     “Ick, Robert?” Greta groaned.

     “What’s wrong with Robert?” Sally questioned.

     “He’s a stick figure.”

     “Stick figure?”

     “Yeah. He’s so thin, a strong wind will break him in half,” Greta giggled.

     “You’re just jealous he looks at me with stars in his eyes and ignores you,” Sally said, with a smirk on her face.

     “Those aren’t stars. They’re question marks.”

     “Question marks?”

     “Yup. And he doesn’t have any answers to the questions.”

     “So what do you want to do today?” Sally inquired, trying to change the subject.

     “I don’t have a clue. What do you want to do?” Greta asked.

     “Become rich and famous—someone people look up to. A goddess, I think.”

     “Well, my heavenly lady, then what would you expect from me?”

     “Bow down and kiss my feet, my little peasant,” Sally stated.

     “That’d make me sick to my stomach. You haven’t changed your socks in weeks. They smell like garbage.”

     The beauty of this special relationship continued for over twenty years, with each young woman being the maid of honor at the other’s wedding and then the godmother for the two beautiful children that came from both marriages.

     But then skies darkened and their lives changed in ways no one could have imagined. The two friends, with a cherished bond, drifted apart, as they traveled the sometimes-circuitous highway of life. Distanced from one another, their worlds separated. Would they ever cross paths again? As time marched on, this seemed to be more and more unlikely. However, both of them did become successful.

     An advertising guru, Greta worked from her California home, helping clients sell their products. She loved her husband and her family and lived in a large house in a prestigious community. 

     Sally and her family moved to the East Coast. A beloved teacher, she was very respected in her community. People admired her accomplishments and the lovely family she and her husband were raising.

     The two women envisioned a wonderful life ahead of them. Their kids were their main focus. They believed they were destined for great futures. A positive attitude was the umbrella that protected the families from a sometimes-unpredictable world.

     This wasn’t an unbelievable dream. They felt it was meant to happen, but . . .

     One morning, Greta awakened to her children’s screeching voices. She raced toward the screaming and what she saw scared the living daylights out of her.

     Her two young children, ages six and eight, were being taken by ghostly beings. Fetched like prey, they disappeared into the heavens above, as she shook in horror and crumbled to the floor.

     “My God! This can’t be happening,” she yelled, but there was nobody around to hear her.

     Three thousand miles away, on the East Coast, Sally’s head filled with a thunderous cry for help. She dropped the book she was reading, jumped up off the couch, and ran into the backyard where her two children, ages seven and nine, were playing tag. What she witnessed shook her to the core. Her kids were being lifted toward the sky by ghostly creatures. Seeing them swallowed up by the clouds, she fell to the ground.

     Greta almost choked on her saliva. What she observed was beyond belief. Who could she call for help? Nobody would understand.

     Sally lay in dismay on the grass. “Help me!” she screamed. “Help me!”

     Coming out of nowhere, a voice echoed, “I will. I will. Close your eyes and open your heart. I am your forever.”

     She had no idea what this meant or where the voice was coming from. Yet she felt as if she’d heard these same words a long time ago. Her heart warmed to the thought of that special someone she’d befriended as a child coming back into her life. “Greta, I hear you,” she whimpered, tears flowing from her eyes.

     Greta’s heart pounded out of control, as this response ran through her mind. “You can hear me? she asked. You really can?”

     Both women were beside themselves, in a world of the unknown. Had their relationship been rekindled? And what about the children?

     Sally tried to push herself up from the grass, but she couldn’t move. She lay frozen, staring up into a sea of both white and dark clouds. And then a message appeared from above, “Your Time Will Come.” She had no clue what this meant.

     Greta was overcome with hope from the mysterious communications she’d been receiving from Sally. Then the clouds parted and the words, “Your Time Will Come,” appeared before her. She, too, had no clue what this meant, but in her heart, she felt everything would work out, as heaven’s light shined brightly upon her.

     A slight breeze blew cool air into Sally’s face. She twitched and she could now move her limbs. She propped herself up and looked around. Something seemed strange. She wasn’t in her backyard. She was in a beautiful garden, with bright colored flowers all around her—one much like Eden.

     Greta picked her tired body up from the hallway floor. But she wasn’t in her home. Now, in a garden of her dreams, she smelled and saw life as it should be—perfect.

     Then serene music flowed around them—music of love, peace, and hope. A voice resonated from above, “You are my chosen ones. Lead your children down the garden path to a tomorrow of success and happiness.”

     Both women screamed, “Our children?”

     And there they were, running and jumping—enjoying the wonderful feeling of freedom and bliss. Alive and well, they were the future of a better world.

     Sally smiled and Greta breathed a sigh of relief. They looked at each other, with tears of joy in their eyes, as they sat on the floor of the Golden Age Retirement Home going through items that brought back memories of a wonderful past. Both now seventy-nine and widowed, their four grown children had made them proud. All were prominent leaders of a country better for who they’d become—a state governor, a president of a major university, a famous surgeon, and a district court judge.

     They laughed and chattered, as if they still were thirteen.

     “He’s cute.” Sally murmured.

     “Who’s he?” Greta asked.

     “Jason,” Sally replied with a lilt in her voice.

     “Ick, Jason?” Greta groaned.

     “What’s wrong with Jason?” Sally questioned.

     “He’s a stick figure.”

     “Stick figure?”

     “Yeah. He’s so thin, a strong wind will break him in half,” Greta giggled.

     “You’re just jealous he looks at me with stars in his eyes and ignores you,” Sally said, with a smirk on her face.

     “Those aren’t stars. They’re question marks.”

     “Question marks?”

     “Yup. And he doesn’t have any answers to the questions.”

     “So what do you want to do today?” Sally inquired, trying to change the subject.

     “I don’t have a clue. What do you want to do?” Greta asked.

     “Be with you and enjoy every moment,” Sally replied.

     As God watched over them, they would never part ways again. The beauty of this special relationship would last forever.

 

 

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Thursday, June 27, 2024

We can make it work. But only if we do it together.

 

The outcome is worth the effort, as we blend . . .

 

 

Two Hearts

 

It’s neither you

nor me.

It doesn’t

have to be.

We vowed

to live life honestly.

 

To share our feelings

without regret.

To cherish the memories

of the day we met.

To find our way together,

let’s not forget.

 

We may trip and fall

along the way,

And wish

for a brighter day—

A day of promise,

one without dismay.

Holding hands,

like a precious glove,

The brightness

of the sky above—

A sign

of our shared love.

 

 

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Tuesday, June 25, 2024

You made growing up easy. I could share my feelings and thoughts with you.

 

But then you disappeared from my life. I have only one request, . . .

 

 

Let’s Talk

 

You avoid me like the plague

and I don’t know why.

I thought we were lifelong friends,

until the day we die.

 

My heart is heavy—

saddled with grief.

I don’t know what happened

and live each day in disbelief.

 

You don’t answer my emails

or respond to a call.

I feel like I’ve climbed a mountain,

only to fall—

 

Fall into the depths

of the ocean below.

Struggling to survive,

I have nothing to show.

 

My efforts have left me

with little hope.

Each day it becomes

harder and harder to cope.

 

So I bury my head in the pillow

on my bed,

And pray things may change,

before I join the dead.

 

 

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Thursday, June 13, 2024

A true friend can be hard to find. But then it happens.

The two become close, and develop . . .

 

 

A Forever Bond

 

People climb mountains to achieve their dreams,

And dogs follow them with love, so it seems.

But people stumble and fall on their way,

However, dogs continue to do as they say.

Bridges they cross over rivers deep,

As dogs accompany them without uttering a peep.

As years pass, they touch each other’s heart,

Knowing nothing will ever pull them apart.

The bond grows stronger between the two,

Each believing in the other makes dreams come true.

 

 

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Friday, May 31, 2024

We want to discover what the future holds. We envision the realization of our dreams.

 

To reach our destination, we travel a sometimes-circuitous road trying to find out . . .

 

 

What Awaits Us

 

We believe we know what awaits us and what we must do.

Yet, when we come face to face with our future, not everything comes true.

 

The waves of life splash upon the shore,

Not fulfilling our expectations, we want more.

 

Our dreams unfold before us, stimulating both heart and soul,

But the bruises sustained in life’s travels have taken their toll.

 

We must stand strong, however, and reach for the stars above—

Pray for happiness, peace of mind, and, above all, love—

 

Love of life and those who play a role in helping us unravel its mystery.

So swim carefully, stay afloat; don’t drown in life’s confusing sea.

 

 

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Monday, May 20, 2024

Sometimes you do something you can’t explain. You’re scared and confused.

 

So you run, believing . . .

 

It’s Time

 

I looked to my left; I looked to my right.

I couldn’t find my way in the dark of night.

Sirens blared and I saw a car,

Lights blinking from afar.

I wondered if it was heading my way.

And if it was, what would I say?

Scared of what might occur, I began to run.

The sweat poured from my skin and I hid my gun.

My gun? Where it came from I had no idea.

Not believing I committed a crime, I still ran in fear.

Then I felt a hand placed upon my shoulder.

I began to shake, as the evening got colder.

I turned and looked into loving eyes.

Seeing my mother was quite a surprise.

My water gun dropped from my pocket to the ground.

It hit with a splash and made a weird sound.

Mom took my hand and softly said,

“My darling little boy, it’s time to go back to bed.”

 

 

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Friday, May 10, 2024

Cherish the warmth of a smile, for it may not last forever.

 

Welcome each day with hope, for you don’t know what awaits you . . .

 

 

The Morning After

 

On the morning

after the circus

came to town,

people smiled.

 

A warmth

permeated the air,

as children screamed

in delight.

 

Nothing

could be better,

as a new day

embraced them.

 

But life

can get complicated

when the unexpected

happens.

 

Tragedy

brings sadness

and washes away

hope and joy.

 

Dreams

of a bright future

disappear, taken

by a bird of prey,

 

Snatched by this devil

from above,

carried to a world

of the unknown.

 

Death—

life’s mystery,

draped

in sadness.

 

 

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Friday, April 26, 2024

Living close to family can be both a blessing and a curse. Maintaining your personal space can be difficult.

 

You want your freedom, but it may not be easy to avoid . . .

 

 

A Family Affair

 

     Michael and I sat at the kitchen table staring off into space. Then I glanced at the calendar propped up on the windowsill. It read, “March 18, 2014.” I shook my head wondering how time can pass so quickly.

     I turned toward Michael and murmured, “Michael, we’ve lived in the Bay Area for over forty years. We live in a nice community and Marin County is great. I love our two-story, five-bedroom house. And living with our four wonderful daughters was a blessing—until they left for college. We should be living the dream, but . . .

     “Yeah we should be, Gayle, . . . but who could have predicted that our four grown girls and their children and thirty-eight other relatives, all on your side of the family, would move into housing developments within three miles of our home. Your parents, both over eighty-three, and aunts, uncles, and cousins, of every age, size, and shape sometimes make our life a living . . .

     “Don’t say it, Michael. I love my family with a passion.”

     “I know you do.”

     “But . . .”        

     “But what, Gayle?”                            

     “At times, I feel trapped.”

     Trapped? What do you mean by that?”

     “Remember when I had to go to Urgent Care three weeks ago.”

     “Yes, I do. So what?”

     “Well, the doctor on duty was my cousin, Carl. And three of the patients in the waiting room were my Uncle Sal, Aunt Lucille, and cousin Barry. I felt like I was at a family reunion.”

     “Okay, isn’t that a good thing? They were all very friendly, weren’t they?”

     “Friendly? You call telling me about how every part of their body ached being friendly. I was there because my stomach was so bloated I thought it was going to burst. And their moaning and groaning only made my problem worse. I just wanted to be left alone—have some privacy.”

     “They’re your family, Gayle. Don’t they mean well?”

     “You’re not hearing me, Michael. Just listen to me. On our date nights, you and I have gone to nice, quiet restaurants to have a romantic meal—alone. However, we usually are surrounded by a minimum of six relatives. We do kiss and hug a lot, but with the relatives—not each other. That’s not right.”

     “I hear what you’re saying, dear. Let’s give it some time and see if things change.”

     “Time? I’ll be gone by then. And I don’t mean moved.”

     Michael didn’t say anything. I suspect because he didn’t have an answer, he just tried to ignore the subject.

     The visit to Urgent Care did have one positive aspect. Cousin Carl prescribed some over-the-counter medication for me and within three days I was feeling like myself again.

     Then, on our next date night, things didn’t go any better than usual. Our table for two, in a dark corner of MacAbees, turned into a table for eight, with Michael sitting at one end and me at the other. It was a total disaster.

     As we drove home from the restaurant, Michael looked over at me and said, “Honey, you seem troubled. What’s wrong?”

     “I don’t know. . . . Well, maybe I do.”

     What does that mean?”

     “I’m being smothered to death. I’m sixty-three years old, and my family is overwhelming me. . . . I want to move,” she gasped.

     “Move? Move where?”

     “A retirement community—far away from Marin County. One where I can gain the independence I’ve never had.”

     “Okay, then let’s do it.”

     “You mean it?”

     “Yes, I do.”

     And he did. We moved to our retirement community in Placer County, called “Sunrise On The Green,” ten years ago.

     On a beautiful, sunny morning, as Michael stood looking out the living room window, I approached him with a smile on my face.

     “Good morning, Michael. And happy ten-year anniversary living in our wonderful community.

     “What? Happy?”

     “We’re happy most of the time, aren’t we?”

     “Yeah, if we stay clear of the community politics that can cause you to live on Valium and don’t get too involved with the idiocy of the Homeowners Association.”

     “Well we’re doing that, aren’t we? We’re keeping busy and avoiding . . .”

    “Sure, I like playing pinochle. Dominoes, not so much.”

     “But we do go out to dinner a lot and go to a play every other month. And the community bus trips we take are fun. We have a full, contented life.”

     “I think so,” Gayle. That’s what we moved here for. It is the way we pictured retirement, . . . until recently, that is.”

     “All right, until recently,” Gayle moaned.

     “Yup. Then something we hadn’t anticipated happened. Our four daughters and their families came to live with us.”

     “Well, not exactly live with us, darling . . .”

     “Yeah, but close enough. Kim lives just two miles away. We can’t take a walk without running into her. And Cassie brings our two ‘grandboys’ to our block all the time to play. She says it’s safer here. And we meet Laurie and Katie every time we go to a store or out to dinner.”

     “But we do love our children, Michael? Don’t we?”

     “Yes, we do, sweetheart. But our four girls visiting us together on a Sunday afternoon sometimes drives me absolutely crazy. This is why we left the Bay Area in search of the peace and quiet we had longed for. However, I guess we didn’t move far enough away.”

     “I’ve got to agree with you. And don’t forget, three sets of my cousins, wives with husbands, also followed us to our retirement community.”

     “I guess when we bought our home, Gayle, we purchased ‘The Family Plan.’”

 

 

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Friday, April 19, 2024

Are you the person you dreamed of becoming when you were young? What if you are told you need help in finding your way?

 

Someone reaches out to you, but you see yourself as more than . . .

 

 

Just Okay

 

He looked at me with a twinkle in his eyes,

but did and said nothing, to my surprise.

 

As I proceeded down the street, he followed me.

Why he did, I had no clue—his reason a mystery.

 

I wanted him to go away—disappear.

And he did, as I stood in awe there.

 

Then melodic music flowed through the air in a comforting way,

as beautiful white clouds enhanced an otherwise drab day.

 

So I stared straight ahead and continued to walk.                                       

With the music in the background, someone began to talk.

 

“Why are you ignoring me? I can help you become a better man.

 Together we can strengthen your weaknesses and develop a life plan.”

 

I didn’t know how to react or what to say.

I thought I knew who I was and believed my life was okay.

 

“Just okay,” he stated. “Is that all you want it to be?”

He seemed able to read my mind, which scared the hell out of me.

 

“Who are you?” I asked. “And what do you want me to do?”                       

“I’m your guardian angel. Look in a mirror. You’ll see an image of your        

    future self come into view.”

 

“An image of my future self? But I know who I am and who I want to become. 

    So what do you want me to see?”

“A man of strength and good character—the person you aspired to be.

 

“Not the lost soul you became when you went astray.

So stand up tall, Quinn, hold your head high, and become the person you    

    should have been today.”

 

What! My name isn’t Quinn, it’s Shea. You’ve got the wrong person, so go away.

With a sigh of relief, I stood up tall, held my head high, and believing 

    even angels make mistakes, knew I’d have a better day.

 

 

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Saturday, April 6, 2024

Three strikes and you’re out. Is this the way it works in life?

 

Sometimes you have to keep trying, as becomes clear in . . . 

 

 

A Marriage Of Inconvenience

 

I looked at her and dreamed of what could be.

She was gorgeous, a good catch, as all could see.

 

Would she like me? Could I be the one?

How do I approach her? This wasn’t fun.

 

I stared off into space, trying to develop a plan.

Coming together probably would increase my life span.

 

Being successful at love hadn’t been my style.

Two marriages failed, I’ve been single for a while.

 

I had to put my mistakes behind me—move forward with my life.

This seemed the right thing to do—make her my wife.

 

I wasn’t perfect, but I was one of a kind—

Good looking, I believe, and intelligent and funny—certainly a good find.

 

She glanced at me and gave me a whimsical smile.

My heart skipped a beat—my ability to succeed now on trial.

 

Well, that was twenty years ago and, yes, she became my wife.

And my world changed in a way I’d never expected, causing me considerable strife.

 

Each day I tried to be the best I could, but nothing I did was ever right.

My days were hellish and I dreaded coming home from work at night.

 

I entered into this relationship and pledged to make it a success.

However, the more I attempted to please her the more our life became a mess.

 

I held my head in my hands and believed my situation must be unreal.

But it wasn’t, and I wondered what I’d done to deserve such a raw deal.

 

This marriage of inconvenience had indeed damaged my pride.

And now three times in my life I’d chosen the wrong bride.

 

 

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